Friends listen to what you say, Best friends listen to what you don't have to say

Everyone needs a best friend I promise. I don't care if you're a teenager, middle-aged man, grandma, hippo, or polar bear. I believe with everything I have that people were never meant to be alone in this world. That's why we each have unique personalities, so that we can find the person that fits with our chemical make-up perfectly.

 If you haven't guessed by now, I have a best friend, un compadre, a perfect match, a yin to my yang... you get the point. I love my Mo with everything I have, sometimes I don't even think she realizes how much I do. I guess the thing about best friends though, is that we fight. And when I say fight I mean we sometimes really go at it. It hurts for a while, sometimes the cuts are too deep to heal right away. Honestly though, I would rather be able to talk through things with her than never be able to talk about anything real. I can talk to her about absolutely anything and everything and I know we'll work through it. 

What do you do though, when you are being replaced in your best friend's life? You weep uncontrollably, cry, okay sob.. a lot. And the hardest part of the crying is that she's the one you would normally go to when you're crying. But this time it's about her, so you can't. How can you tell her that you feel replaced... by a boy... friend. Boyfriend. I love him I really do and I couldn't be happier for her. This guy, he is absolutely perfect for her. You know how they say some people just complete someone else? Well, he completes her. They are amazing together, I love seeing her so happy because she's been through a lot of jerks to get where she is. We're slipping though.. she and I. Our relationship isn't as strong and something always seems to upset us. I have tried to become friends with him to try to feel like a less of a third wheel and it was working but now... that won't work, it's annoying. 

But the thing is... I love her. And he's awesome too. So i will last as long as I need to, be friends and not over-step my boundaries, and be there when either of them needs me. My life is happy and content right now, i refuse to mess that up! :)

All my love
-Sar Bear