"If you asked me how I'm doing, I would say I'm doing just fine. I would lie and say that you're not on my mind"

Ok, lets just get it out there, girls are very seemingly very complex creatures.

Don't deny it, just nod your head and

There's no mistaking when a girl has confused a guy beyond his wits. Some of the symptoms include:

1. His eyebrows will knit together as he looks after her or re-reads her last text
2. He'll look around the room for any explanation whatsoever
3. If he's desperate, he'll go to her best friend for help.
4. He'll text her and try to fix things.
5. And eventually, he'll apologize without knowing what he did.

I'm sorry, but honestly, guys sometimes have no idea what will set girls off. I mean really it's not that hard. And this is why there is a female dictionary to show guys what girls really mean.

See? not that hard! Girls just basically mean the exact opposite of what they say. I guess that's the golden rule. Although, there are exceptions to every rule... Ok I take it back, girls really are hard to understand. I'm so sorry guys that you have to put up with our mood swings and drama. But hey, on the bright side, we smell nice, are soft, and will cuddle up with you on the couch..

I'll try to be a little less complicated.

-The average complicated teenage girl ;-)

"I ain’t gonna stress, because the worst ain’t happened yet. Something's watching over me, like Sweet Serendipity"

Apparently today is one of THOSE days. 
You know the days I'm talking about, the ones where your day is okay but then something happens and it basically cancels out anything good that has happened throughout the day.

Don't get me wrong, I love my life. 
It's amazing I mean really I live in sheltered Utah, I have zero room to complain. But sometimes, I just need a moment to wallow in my own self pity... Lovely isn't it?
But I guess a life lesson is that all good things must come to some kind of ending. 
I've been at my happiest lately. I mean REALLY happy. Unnaturally happy even.

 But all of that came to a screeching halt today when Aladdin's magic happy carpet was pulled out from under my feet. See this? ^^ That was me these past two weeks. Granted I'm way more modest, but you get the idea. 
I really hate being a downer on here but tonight, I need to I guess. 
Isn't life so much easier when you understand why things happen. 

I'm obsessed with the word

I'm almost positive that everything happens for a reason and if it does then why is "WHY" so hard to answer. 
I guess that sometimes there aren't answers to everything in life. 
That's part of the beauty and the magic of it all. 
I'm a perfectionist and OCD by nature but sometimes even I can understand why there are things in life that can't be explained. 
One of my favorite words in the english language is the word Serendipity. 
I love it because of its meaning: Making a discovery by accident. 
It never says if these discoveries are good or not but I guess we'll wait and see. Things will be explained soon I hope. 
But for now I'm going to enjoy every second of this confusing life that I have been given.


I promise I'm not usually this depressing.
- Putting the Sara in Serendipity.

Strangeness and Charm

It's that time of year at my school... No not flu season, finals, or even Christmas. It's time for Winter Cotillion, a magical dance for girls and a dreaded event for most boys. 

As if they weren't clueless enough already, boys don't understand that it takes time to find a dress, shoes, and to figure out the little details. 

My best friend's boyfriend is dragging his feet about asking her and I've tried to explain that you have to go through this...

To get this...

If the male species only knew what women go through just to look good for them. 
Between the plucking, drying, painting, brushing, poking, prodding, waxing, dying, zipping, clipping, clasping, and tying, it gets tiring.
 Only after all of this has been accomplished is when we realize that we'll be lucky if they even notice that we're wearing make-up. 
That's okay though because I think some small part of us does it just for us. Because we feel better about ourselves and know that we do look amazing even if we're the only ones that know it. 
One day they'll look back at the pictures and think "Wow, she really was beautiful that night.." 
But for now, girls are here to keep each other sane when we don't get the recognition that we want ;)

All dressed up with somewhere to go

-Assumsion