"I ain’t gonna stress, because the worst ain’t happened yet. Something's watching over me, like Sweet Serendipity"

Apparently today is one of THOSE days. 
You know the days I'm talking about, the ones where your day is okay but then something happens and it basically cancels out anything good that has happened throughout the day.

Don't get me wrong, I love my life. 
It's amazing I mean really I live in sheltered Utah, I have zero room to complain. But sometimes, I just need a moment to wallow in my own self pity... Lovely isn't it?
But I guess a life lesson is that all good things must come to some kind of ending. 
I've been at my happiest lately. I mean REALLY happy. Unnaturally happy even.

 But all of that came to a screeching halt today when Aladdin's magic happy carpet was pulled out from under my feet. See this? ^^ That was me these past two weeks. Granted I'm way more modest, but you get the idea. 
I really hate being a downer on here but tonight, I need to I guess. 
Isn't life so much easier when you understand why things happen. 

I'm obsessed with the word

I'm almost positive that everything happens for a reason and if it does then why is "WHY" so hard to answer. 
I guess that sometimes there aren't answers to everything in life. 
That's part of the beauty and the magic of it all. 
I'm a perfectionist and OCD by nature but sometimes even I can understand why there are things in life that can't be explained. 
One of my favorite words in the english language is the word Serendipity. 
I love it because of its meaning: Making a discovery by accident. 
It never says if these discoveries are good or not but I guess we'll wait and see. Things will be explained soon I hope. 
But for now I'm going to enjoy every second of this confusing life that I have been given.


I promise I'm not usually this depressing.
- Putting the Sara in Serendipity.